Lifestorm-a new song i wrote.

So it seems like I've been down this road before
The mistakes of my past raining down on me.

The monsoon seems to be neverending...
enveloped in the ocean of fear.

The drops start subtly not all at the same time
then suddenly a downpour that leaves me less than fine

chorus:
As I search for the light that I assume will appear
all I see are the clouds that cover all that is near.
With no hope in sight i wonder where i can find my strength
all i can think of and all i can say...is bring on the rain.

Quietly sinking into this storm I can barely feel my feet.
The waves are crashing down on me.

Too much thinking is doing me in.
The waves will crush me if I don't decide to run free.

chorus:
As I search for the light that I assume will appear
all I see are the clouds that cover all that is near.
With no hope in sight i wonder where i can find my strength
all i can think of and all i can say...is bring on the rain.

Bridge:
AS I realize theres no hope I suddenly see
the light...the rope
that can slowly pull me in.

It's myself if i can only begin.
to see what others see in me
the light and rope its built inside me.

Final Chorus:
As I search for the light that I assume will appear
all I see are the clouds that cover all that is near.
With no hope in sight i wonder where i can find my strength
all i can think of and all i can say...is bring on the rain.

outro.
now i finally see...the light inside of me...and its you...

Cutest Dog Ever??

So I have to say I love dogs. I can't think of a time when I wasn't a hug dog lover. Back when I was a kid I remember going with my aunt and uncle camping every summer and they'd bring their dogs..I would play with them all the time. I have to say though that after seeing this video this dog might take the cake. I heard they cost over 2,000 dollars...but I dunno seems worth every penny looking at that face...

Something I need to get off my chest..

I feel like I need to kinda write down some of my frustrations as of late on my blog. Lately I've found that I often have a very ambitious outlook as far as what I want to achieve as far as school, career, family, and overall skills. Unfortunately as I continue onto my goal and  it doesn't quite meet my expectations. I tend to make myself feel bad about how it turned out or just feel discouraged about whether or not it is still worth doing. I often find myself in this paticular situation at school in paticular, but I'm trying to keep myself motivated and from being completely discouraged by things I can't control. Something that keeps reminding me to go forward is these simple words. "nothing in this world worth having comes easy."

Jimmy Eat World Invented

Probably my favorite band overall is Jimmy Eat World. They just released their new album Invented last tuesday. It's probably my favorite album of theirs next to clarity. Here's a sample hope you like it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWOsyA3To3o

Gathering Leaves

Spades take up leaves
No better than spoons,
And bags full of leaves
Are light as balloons.

I make a great noise
Of rustling all day
Like rabbit and deer
Running away.

But the mountains I raise
Elude my embrace,
Flowing over my arms
And into my face.

I may load and unload
Again and again
Till I fill the whole shed,
And what have I then?

Next to nothing for weight,
And since they grew duller
From contact with earth,
Next to nothing for color.

Next to nothing for use.
But a crop is a crop,
And who's to say where
The harvest shall stop? 

Robert Frost